I didn't mention it yesterday about how often I am getting sexual dreams. Two days ago, I dreamt about being a guy's second girlfriend and his first was a good friend of mine. It was such a sucky betrayal dream, but nevertheless, very very sexual. Did not have sex though in that dream..i thought things could not get any better than this dream, cuz this is my first "sex" dream.
Met up with Al at 9.45am to go to her house to study, and we did for two hours of History, until we finally called it quits at 12.15noon and fooled around with her fishes. We bought a pet newt..and she wanted to call it Gaz. Oh my dick. I was like, Why not you call it Gassy? She rolled her eyes and giggled, "NO!" Anyway, we played games and watched TV and surfed the net until it was 2.30pm and she wanted to buy more fishes for her aquarium, so we went to visit a pet shop and bought loads of fish. Then I went home...was so tired and definately hungry.
Time check: 4.00pm when I reached home.
I was starving cuz my mom and dad went out leaving us no food at home that I could eat (read: atkins-friendly). I was so hungry. I cheated a little. Ate one small oat cookie, but thought little of it, because tomorrow I'm starting on a clean induction again :) So I figured, what the hell, just screw a little, then go back to atkins in full-force. I mean, imagine this. I had 246 kcals of roasted UNsweetened cashew nuts for breakfast and only 1 cup of baked turnip fries with a dash of salt and a chicken nugget. I was famished and has nothing to eat so i figured, one small cookie won't spoil everything, tomorrow i would be back to induction - clean induction, start all over again. no more nuts this time. Im gonna miss them so badly. I was just so hungry, I could not control myself. Anyways, the cookie had about 5g of carbs? won't kill me.
Turnip fries rock. They really taste BETTER than french fries, and very low in cals too. I love it so much, I don't think I need nuts anymore..maybe I shall have turnip fries everyday. Baked or fried, it doesn't matter, but i think baked ones taste better. So nice, I decided to have it again for dinner :) Fried ones, and it was..ehem, okay...so I learnt that baked turnip tastes much better. ;)
Then time check: 5.00pm and I was so sleepy because two days ago, I only had 3 hours of sleep. So I slept until 7.45pm and during that period of two hours and 3/4, i dreamt something really cool, and sexual. Oh my god, it was such a romantic and intense dream...and the guy of my dreams was so hot . Tall, sexy smile, and deep eyes that could melt me into puddle of love. Damn, we actually had sex at the end of the dream..cuz I remembered me rubbing my body against him and we were in this huge white bed with fluffy pillows and thick white blankets. Damn, I love that dream so much. Why did I ever wake up? Prolly because I was too hungry...I smelt something.
Here are what I ate today.
Breakfast: Cashew nuts (0.9g carbs, 6.8g protein, 25g fats, 3g of which is saturated)
Lunch: 1 cup of turnip fries (when uncooked) and 1 oat cookie (Cheater buggie.)
Dinner: 1 cup of turnip fries (when uncooked, fried with corn oil, then i wiped the excess oil with tissues. lol), 1 chicken drumstick, and 1/3 cucumber
Gosh, I ate so little since I became an Atkinner and again, I am not hungry at all. I suspect my mom loves me when I'm on Atkins...she is more tolerant now to me, and respect my decisions in food more. She used to buy so many foods and expect me to eat them all (you know, I told you before that my mom loves it when I eat) and now she is all like, "What? You can't eat it? It's okay, just leave it then."
Is that cool or what? Yippers, I'm happy!
For Radiogurl and others who are interested in the Flourless Peanut Butter cookie recipe, here it goes! Please substitute any ingredients with anything you wish to� it�s really so customizable.
1. 1 cup of peanut butter
2. 1 cup of sugar (yes, substitute this for low-carb versh!)
3. 1 egg
4. Macadamia nuts (I like to put them in the middle..you know, Ferrero Rocher style.)
5. Smashed-up chocolate wafers (skip this, but I did it anyway� cuz you know, I made those cookies and I did not even have the chance to eat it, cuz I wasn�t tempted, but since my family and friends are eating them, they said they were nice, so I assumed it was! It was just to give a little chocolatey taste with oatlike texture)
6. 1 teaspoonful of baking powder (just to give it volume)
Ta-daa. Mix them (but the macadamia nuts) together. I like to put them in small cupcakes and press the nuts inside it, then cover it with the batter. put them in the oven. Temperature-wise, I set the oven to 400 deg F or 275 deg C, and left it in for about 20 mins�I dunno, just as long as they are cooked, take them out and let cool.
Of course, then eat!
Radiogurl, if you�re here, I wanna ask you for an advice since you�re much more xperienced in Atkins.
Do you think I should stay in Induction? Because I only have twenty pounds to go and already am completing Induction phase. Should I move on to Ongoing Weight Loss instead?
Thanks! Have a nice day guys :)
9:38 p.m. - 2004-09-25
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