It's been a long time, aye. For sure.
I don't know if things are the same, or if they have changed, but my life has certainly changed for worst and for the better. I am seventeen years old now, and when I read my older entries, I felt so embarrassed.
Fuck, I feel like I need to delete them all. What was I, before today? Tsk. It's such a journey.
I'm currently a full time student, and working part time. Money is a good thing to have. I've been feeling better than ever, thanks to a change in mindset and habits, I suppose. Fell in love and out of love a couple of times.
School is such a bad place for me, but I am glad it's over. I'm in some other school now, and with a fresh start, I feel like I can be a better person and treat myself better as well. Not to say I'm over eating disorders - it's pretty much a big part of me. Maybe it's my insecurity. Who knows? I don't wish to know. I know I'm a stronger person now, but to others, I am still a weakling who is still under the control of vanity.
Whatever it is, I care. I can't say I don't care. I care. But to a lesser extent.
I'm planning to start writing in here again, see if time approves.
Have a good time.
12:06 p.m. - 2006-02-24
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