Meoooow. Today I feel like a sexy mama. A vixen. Anything promiscous. No, no reason for all these. I just feel like one, honest.
I am insomniac again. I slept at about 7am and woke up at 1pm. Yawwwwn like a cat and then took a shower and ate something. Played computer games and Neopets. Yes, I'm trying to catch up with my lost childhood years.
Heidi, Aunt Sue's stepdaughter called me soon after if I wanted to go out with her to buy some cookery books (?!!) for her mom. Bored, I just said yes! So I went to wear my best clothes (if any) and then put on some concealer to hide my dark eye rings and my beloved eye liner. As always, I wear my black top and shorts. Gee, I hate shorts. Too bad I returned Farrah her short ghetto skirt and now I'm left with a preppy one.
After searching from countless of books from this major bookstore, we found one encyclopedia-like Thai cookbook and cookies guide. Also bought some cheesy love novels with tons of conversation and no substance/meaning. Love novels..most of them, are so formulaic. I always look at the fonts and the amount of conversations they have in the book. If the font is urgh and the amount of talking is overwhelming, I won't pay a cent for it..... I just don't like to feel like I'm eavesdropping on the fictional characters.
I lost my 'The Portrait of Dorian Grey' book. It must be in the house! Who ate my book? :( Sybil Vane in that book was so stupid to give up everything for love. I must say I'm stupid too, because I'll give up everything for it. Even my life, if I could. But that would be a suicide and not ethical. I won't die for love, but I could be a slave for it. Tsk tsk, the power of love.
Lately I've been trying to expose myself to trash pop music. I want to feel all gooey and liquid back again like I was at 11 years old, gushing over guys, instead of feeling oh so bitter :) This makes me smile. I'm listening to Nick Carter currently and it isn't good. I'm feeling nausea all over his nasal vocals. Hellpppp.. I need my Alex Band. BUT I must say "Do I Have To Cry For You" and "I Need You Tonight" touch me bad. How can they not? Oh my my, I can't be this weak.
(Hell, I am.)
I had dinner outside. Ate rice with fish and tons of veggies. Happy, happy :) Good vibes all over. Saw a friend of mine, Ty, there with her truckloads of family members. Yayness. I wore the same black tight tee (which I lovvvvved so much) and that preppy skirt I was talking about, but it amazingly looked okay today. Tied my hair into a bun.. like those air stewardess. Fun stuff. Ate good. I enjoyed dinner today! I didn't restrict myself at all today, but I had tons of fun!
Two days to go for my trial job. Gosh, I am so excited. My mom (for the first time, I say, MOM ROCKS MY SOCKS. Dad = no-no for now. *feeling bitter and hurt*) bought me a PJ and I never had one before! It was so cute. Cartoon characters all over. I wish those were Johnny Bravo. Haha, that Johnny is so egoistic and irritatingly cute in cartoons. She also bought me two pairs of shoes! But she said I had to pay for those with my first paycheck and I was like, YES! in a heartbeat. Ohhhh how wonderful. Smug face for Dad. I have not spoken to him for a long time now.
Damn. I changed templates again. Methinks this is cute.
I feel so good and sexy tonight!
10:10 p.m. - 2004-10-16
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