Oh, don't watch Open Water please. Do me that favor - it terribly sucked.
Speaking of movies, there aren't many other good ones to watch too. So save the money and treat yourself a shopping trip! (=
Today's kind of a fun day. I went to hang out with my old friends...we happened to bump into each other in the mall so we decided to just hang around and catch up with old times.. it was sweet.
Old friends. We had not spoken to each other for 3 years but we got along very very well. One of my friends...a guy, had grown up to be such a hottie. He asked me to call him.. oh my, you have no idea how surprised I was and how excited I was at that point of time!
I have decided to stop dieting. I just can't anymore. All I can do to myself is just exercise more. I'm not going to the gym as often as before... I am resorting to swimming since it's like cheaper. I can't force myself to be skinny.. let's just see where my body's set point weight is. I'm not going to weigh myself anymore.
All I can do is hope. And if I am going to stay at this fucked up weight, so be it.
I really, really hope my weight will not go up anymore. It's approaching towards the overweight BMI..and I'm scared. I have not eaten much, and definitely this has something to do with my screwed up metabolism, but the doctor said my blood was doing fine.
You know what, maybe I am still fucking growing. Can't wait to get older when the body loses weight on its own and lose these baby fats. Fucked up baby fats.
9:55 p.m. - 2004-08-31
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