I hope I look 15 years old. Maybe I should look OLDER than that. If you have read the entry days back, you would have seen my face. I just have this fear of people thinking I am old enough to know the complexity of attraction. Because I am YOUNG, and I am not exposed to such complexity.
I know only few kinds of attraction - between a teenage boy and a teenage girl. An adult man, and an adult woman. And the likes. Never an old 60 year old, and a 15 year old. No, this is a one-sided attraction.
[It's creepy. Period.]
As you all know, I spend 1/12 of my day in the gym, and that's quite a significant figure there. 1/4 is for sleeping. The other 1/4 is all dedicated to daily essential little things that keep me sane e.g. writing, bathing, brushing teeth, wearing clothes blah blah blah. The other 1/4 is school, of course. Left with lesser than 1/4 for extras.
Enough about figures. Now here comes the real deal. An old gym trainer who works in the gym... I think he's trying to seduce me. Hahaha, I am not trying to be an idiot here, but really. I call him with the title "Mister" and he insists that I call him by his name. And like, he's been staring at me while I'm working out all the time... and I know sometimes I wear a very short pair of running shorts (duh.) and my black undies would ride up sometimes. I swear, he would know the color of my bra as well. And my underwear.
And.
And.
AND!!! He keeps smiling at me! He keeps talking about me to his collegues! I mean, I am NOT deaf; I could hear the details.
Something like:
"Do you know that girl, Mandy? I think she has not eaten her lunch (what?!!) and I am sorry for her. She's always here everyday. How dedicated. Oh yes, should I offer her some sweets or biscuits? (WTF?!)"
I don't know if that's just nonsenses or attraction. But seriously, it's creepy. He's 60 years old, and I must say his body is not bad. I MEAN, NOT BAD AS IN NO POT BELLY. Yucks, yucks. He approached me and gave me like, 5 strips of chewing gums. Offered me some biscuits but I declined. I asked if the gums were sugar-free.
No, they weren't. But I ate them anyway. And I DID ATE LUNCH. I wondered what made him think I had not. For the love of food, I am not anorexic anymore. I eat like, 5 times a day. Proper meals, thank you.
I actually ATE that chewing gums. Oh wait. I hope he didn't think I like him, because he looked really radiant that day. Oh shit.
This can't be good. But hell, I'm not going to dump my keep-fit plan for that old man. He can stare at my undies anytime he wants, but nothing can stop me from going to that gym.
Let's just hope he was only being too friendly and nice.
Believe me, this is NOT the only time things like this happen. I told Farrah about the time when I was pursued by this 40 yr old man, and then another 56 (maybe) year old man...and another one... and yes, yet another one.
Farrah said that I looked like a pedophile's dream girl.
*barf. puke. roll on the floor.*
Okay. Whatever. I'm always friendly towards old people because they're... err, old and we have to respect them and stuff, but when it comes to this..
ERM. No comments. I am still clueless how disgusting things like this happen. 50 year old dude should go after a 50 year old sagging chick.
Hey, we should all act our age. I'm 15, people!
I'm, of course, curious about stuff. So what's the deal about THIS?! *insert a fake WAAA!! cry*
12:31 a.m. - 2004-07-10
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