freakymandy's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- just a fast one When I look around and watch people's eyes looking back at me and they don't scream happiness. They scream disappointment and I don't like it. I hate what their eyes say about me. They fucking hate me. And I don't even care anymore. Nothing matters anymore. Nothing. I wish I could just go on and on about how I have grown to be quite bitter about everything - STILL. I'm not gonna explain anything now... everything's just so wrong. I'm gonna save up and leave this place for good since I'd be just a good riddance for everyone in the house. Bulimia... I hate the dependency I have with it. I'm so sorry to disappoint you.. I failed again.. 1:10 a.m. - 2004-12-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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