freakymandy's Diaryland Diary

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Quickie and Sodas

Yay. I'm back. But no one misses me and I don't care. I think I wished some of you Happy new Year. If not, i'm sorry, babes.

I'm gonna do a quiz, which is stolen from radiogurl, which is stolen by cosmicrayola I think. Woo.

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
To eat a lot of "sinful" food without fears.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I actually succeeded in forgetting my obsession with weight and food. Yay. I can say I am okay now, seriously.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Yeah, but I don't know who.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Yeah, but I don't know who.

5. What countries did you visit?
Nope.

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
Boobs, a little confidence, a new best friend, and a whole set of great kickass friends. And a new cat and a new fish.

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Sadly, the tsunami tragedy. God, how much I hate natural disasters to happen.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Get over ED. Help my ed friends recover. Start to love somebody. Start to be happy once more. Start to embrace myself as who I am. Start to forget whatever crap my family put me through. Start making better goals. And start to plan how to get out of here.

9. What was your biggest failure?
To fall in love. To be vain. To always fall in love with the wrong guy. To still be struggling.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Other than lovesickness and tons of blueblack bruises on my skin.. nope.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
CDs. CDs. Man, how can I forget about Green Day? Damnit, I am so slow. I love GD so much, I'm trying so hard to collect money and buy their past records. I am such a slowass!

12. Who's behavior merited celebration?
No one. And I don't care. Uh, maybe I have fallen for this guy who is in love with me.. and I love him so much, and I am so lucky to meet him. I don't know if he's a jerk like many others, but.. i don't know.

13. Who's behavior made you appalled and depressed?
A lot. Stupid juniors and biased teachers.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Foods and some cds towards christmas.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
2006. I am excited about that year. Not 2005. I'll be 17 in 2006 and it's closer to adulthood! woo!

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
Any tracks in American Idiot.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

1. Happier or sadder?
Happier now, but most of the time, I am sad. So.. but if you ask me now, yes, I am happier.

2. thinner or fatter?
Hahaha, fatter. Say hello to boobs and hips, baby! But I am not fat, seriously. I think I lost weight. Lol.

3. richer or poorer?
Poorer. Boo hoo.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
I wish I could have a boyfriend. No, that guy.. I don't want him as a bf cuz he's too good for me and I am not worthy of him.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Hahaha, computer.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Uh..

21. Did you fall in love in 2004?
Yes. A lot. I blame my hormones.

22. How many one-night stands?
N/A (Not answering.)

23. What was your favorite TV program?
Wooo. Let's say 2004, I don't watch many shows, really.

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Yes. but I try not to hate. Maybe dislike.

25. What was the best book you read?
Crank - Ellen Hopper, I think.

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Green Day

27. What did you want and get?
Someone to fall in love with. And I did, a lot of times, big times.

28. What was your favorite film of this year?
Day after tomorrow.

29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I could not remember. ;p

30. What's one thing that would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
I dunno. Wtf, I dont care.

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
Keep it black. And sexy? haha.

32. What kept you sane?
My friends online were my life line through more than one crisis. The Internet has become such a wonderful resource! (answer from radiogurl, and I agree with her.) But Al, helps me a lot. As well as that guy... hmm.

33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Oooh. Stuart Townsend.Fucking sexy, only that Charlize Theron has him already.

34. What political issue stirred you the most?
I hate politics, and not even caring about it. Let this world die - I don't care.

35. Who did you miss?
A lot.

36. Who was the best new person you met?
RL - Al, Online - Too many.

37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
Don't laugh at me, but I realise that if a guy really likes you, he doesn't care about anything you care about, like weight and etc. hahaha, ok, I am SO SLOW! ;p

38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:

It's not over 'till you're underground
It's not over before it's too late
It's cities burnin'
It's not my burden
It's not over before it's too late

(Man, that is so sad. What am I thinking? So much sadness and grief, I am not looking really positive about everything in the future now. But I'll embrace that ugliness.)

Yep. Merry Belated New Year.

9:18 p.m. - 2005-01-02

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