freakymandy's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- happy yippee yay. oops. Disorganised. Life. Are there any synonyms for the word 'life'? Checked the tresaurus. Words such as existence, being, time, living, days, years and all sorts appeared in Microsoft Works. Is living just as simple as existing? I believe there's a purpose for everyone to be still living here... we're not here for nothing. Or are we? What is my personal purpose/aim? Personally, I would love to change somebody else's life into a better one. Realistically, in order to do that, I have to work on a more personal scale... that is, myself, first, then others will follow along. One of my goals is to stop dieting... and get healthy back, and ED-free. To get at least 6 hours of sleep, at least 1 hour of exercise, and at a mininum of 1,500 calories each day. Today's the second day of my healthy-eating plan, and it was a success. 1,500 calories may not be enough, but I cannot jump too drastically from 500 calories to 2,000. That will 'shock' my body a little too far. Today was the first time in this year that I felt satiated and free from eating disorder. Totally free from my obsession. Just like a holiday, I finally got a rest from thinking so much about myself. I did more work today and I felt happier and more together. I feel comfortable and very satisfied. Today's simply the most peaceful day I have with myself. Should I type this. Shh. (I feel at my most perfect today! I'M HAPPY!! WEEE.!!! I feel like I have accomplished something...a heavy burden off me today!) Yes, that was the dorky side of me. Laugh now :) I'm off! 12:14 a.m. - 2004-08-12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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