freakymandy's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- so damn beautiful I know I have been so quiet lately, compared to my usual blabbering self. Maybe I'm feeling kind of.. relaxed now. Nothing much has been happening.. I'm really glad that I have met tons of my old (and about to be forgotten) friends.. and it was so nice to be able to joke around and be a clown. Everyone's being nice to me... I appreciate it so much. Makes my life a little bit more beautiful. Actually, very beautiful. Today I am kinda interested to talk about guys. Hm.. I am SO SO happy. Lately, yes. Not all guys are jerk. Yup, I made some new guy friends. You know how guys rock my world.. ooh, and one of them plays electronica or something. Tell me, musicians are just so brilliant and talented, it's hard for me not to like, um, be fascinated or amazed by their talents. Especially pianists, guitarists, violinists, or any kinda instruments. And not only musicians... poets are great too. All emotional and romantic.. sad and deep.. I can't picture myself with an egomaniacal guy anymore.. :( or a guy with low self esteem. I'm already a shipwreck, I don't need somebody else to bring me down.. a sweet talker is cool too :) After all, that's why my mom's attracted to my dad. I'm so happy that Farrah will be celebrating her first anniversary with her bf.. they broke up, and then patched up back. It was kinda amazing, because both of them were totally opposites and almost everyone couldnt see what they see in each other, but it is so nice to see them together :) I hope they wont break up at all.. so far this guy is like the best guy she ever got for herself.. :) Made a poem for both she and her bf too :) I know.. I can't help it. Both of them are so good together. Yesterday I watched a movie again. Boredom.. but I think my latest formula to relaxation and neutrality is just watch a movie every day and get insomnia, overdose on diet sodas, caffeine and tons of laugh. Doesnt work well on the eyebags, but definitely good for my soul. Um. Yup, guys. 5:23 p.m. - 2004-11-19 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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