Okay. Now I am back in freakymandy. Gave femi9 to someone else. I think I should just stick to here, as I have been through a lot with this diary, and it would be so called *ungrateful* of me to just move on and pretend that the past was over. For your information, I am having a lot of fun now. New class, with new friends, and I don't want to trade anything in with this, because this is the best moment of my life. Nothing's like before anymore. I am a new person, inside out, and everyone can feel it.
Gone were the days when I was treated like a piece of junk. Gone were the days when I had to keep on telling myself that life is not about dieting. Gone were the days when I dieted. I no longer diet anymore, and able to eat whatever I want, without gaining weight.
People try to find me thru my *supposed-to-be* new diary, and now it is locked because I told that girl to lock it up. So that people won't mistook her as me. Or the other way round. Two different individuals, two different aims in life. Don't compare me, with anyone else you know... unless it's me.
School is one of my fave places now. First, being my room. Third, the gym. How can I not look forward to school, when my new classmates value me, as who I am inside, and not by how my fucking hair looks or whatever? Anyway, maybe my prayers have been answered; my hair is now quite normal-looking, and it's very easy to manage now. A little softer than before. Many things have changed since the starting of new year.
All of them, are good changes.
Fucking bitches were dumped into another class because of the attitude problems. I was rejoicing over that, because I had been waiting for so long...
To feel free, to feel secure, and to feel victorious. I have won the battle. I held on, even though the goings were really though. I never gave up the struggle... and now...
Sweet. I love life so much now, I don't really need to update about it, because everything I would be talking about, would be more less about how happy I am in school, and how sucky my teachers are. Don't intend to bore you at all.
Anyway, just have fun. All the best.
11:20 a.m. - 2004-01-17
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