This is going to be boring.
My concept of love has changed. Love is becoming more and more scary to think about. The more exposed I am to what is there about love, the more hazardous it seems like.
If I have a boyfriend, he would be another thing to worry about. Someone said that love would always be a jerk. You would be just obsessed about that boyfriend. You would be possessive. You would be selfish. Okay, now on to something that I would like to do, which is to compile some of the notes which used to be quite significant to me... like, they were very supportive, funny, cute or whatelse. With my comments in [brackets].
name: brianemail: [email protected]
url: http://
message:
Losing 10 pounds is easy...it's all water weight. I am a runner, so I monitor my weight fanatically. I can easily drink a good 10 pounds of gatorade or ice tea. When you initially go on a diet, all the weight you lose is water weight...and then it tapers off a bit, and people get pissed because their weight isn't dropping as fast as it did in those first few weeks. Your body then treats it like you're going through a famine--it drops your normal metabolism rate, and you start burning fewer calories, which means you don't burn off all that fat as you normally would. Its tough to actually lose weight in a healthy way. It's not as simple as just cutting out half the food you eat....you have to keep your energy high, and your metabolism strong, while cutting back on select foods. Whew....that is diet talk with brian...
[gee, thanks bri.]
name: Lauren
email: [email protected]
url: http://prettysprite.diaryland.com
message:
Don't worry, Mands. Everything happens for a reason. Sure, you don't deserve it, but neither do people in third-world countries. Just try to be happy. Your parents are trying very hard. Laterz!
[*smilesmile*]
name: Tussilull
email: [email protected]
url: http://tussilull.diaryland.com
message:
thanks a lot, that was sweet of you to say. :) so who are you then? :)
[LOL]
name: brian
email: [email protected]
url: http://direwulf.diaryland
message:
Fight those devils!!! Treat your body with respect, and be at peace. I'll give you support.
[Cute. Especially the 'fight those devils!' part.]
name: braedon
email: [email protected]
url: http://uclafan87.diaryland.com
message:
MANDY! wooohooo you rule. ANYWAY-->is it just me, or do i remember you having a livejournal? maybe it wasnt, i dont know..but if ya did..can you give me the code..or if you have no freaking idea what im talking about, NEVERMIND! wooo
[she's an ass. catch her now at randomsnark@dland.]
name: Steef
email:
url:
message:
Amusement parK, damn keyboard..lol
name: Suffering
email:
url: http://
message:
That may be 'cause I don't have a URL, and I don't want you emailing me.
[haha. the name's suffering.]
name: FallenOrra
email:
url: http//fallenorra.diaryland.com
message:
Mandy. I have had problems like you do with friends. LEt me tell you this. If they don't want to hear what is going on in yout life and dont' help you when you need it than they either need to realize that the only reason you told them that stuff is because you needed help and support from them. If they can't see that then you do need different friends who will be there and will be willing to listen. I had friends like yours when I was depressed. They ignored it and if I said anything about it then I was called a liar and all of that. You dont' need that. If you do need any kind of help that your family and friends can't give you please let me know. I'm willing to help. leave me a note or sign my guestbook and I will gladly help you. Even e-mail me I believe that that's on my diary as well. I know that I don't really know you, but I know how you feel and see myself in you when I read your diary.
[ok, this made me cry before.]
name: caley
email: [email protected]
url: http://gdchrltte0o8.diaryland.com
message:
That Mark guy? Yeah? He's pretty darn cute. But evil looking. VERY EVIL LOOKING. MUAHAHAHAHAHA.
[okay. she reminds me of my ex. hahahahaha. well, he's cute. *sniff*]
name: K
email: [email protected]
url: http://stop-pro-ana.diaryland.com
message:
Thanks for your message, Mandie. It's always touching when a sufferer lends their support to the campaign. Take care, and stay healthy.
[damn, i dont know if im still healthy or not.]
OKAY. End entry.
11:43 p.m. - 2004-07-11
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