freakymandy's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Jamie and I sat together! (whatever self) Jamie was so hot. I felt like vomitting each time I saw his face. Why do I feel this way? I feel like vomitting these past few days and I barely have the appetite to eat. Someone sent me a free fish burger just now.. and I wondered who that guy was. I didn't bring enough money, so I bought cheeseburger happy meal and someone thought I was not having enough food to eat, so sent me the fish burger. I thought it was Jamie..but I suspected the other CUTE guy, but Jamie took my breath away just now with his hotness. WE SHARED A CUP OF CAPPUCINO TOGETHER. Oh he was so nice to offer his cup to me! *breathes in deep* I SAT WITH HIM IN THE BUS! :) I am so happy. I feel like vomitting though. He was so hot just now :( I'm not good enough for him, I guess. We're both so different. I can never get him. I CAN NEVER GET HIM. He's too good. Even Farrah doesn't like me to like him. Farrah never likes me to like any of her close friends. :( I can never get him and that makes me want to vomit again. I wanna bawl my eyes out. I feel like vomitting today, so so badly. I wanted to hug Jamie so badly, but I know I can never get him. I CAN NEVER GET ANYONE. Big sigh. 12:47 a.m. - 2004-11-01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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