freakymandy's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- how come Yeah, I'm happy today! I went out with my WHOLE family to the beach to have some lil bbq on our own... loads of chicken wings consumed - yum! There were a lot of hot guys... but most of them were NOT single so I could not flirt with them, but it was okay - I was just having a quiet relaxing time with myself around my family, which is ALWAYS good. I realise how much better I feel being on Atkins. I realise that it is a low-carb, low-calorie diet because the diet is not very platable, but it heals me a lot, emotionally, especially when I used to purge about three times a day and felt so lousy... and strangely I feel energetic on this diet and much more clear-headed, so that is good. I cheated a little...ate about 8 pistachio nuts. I don't think it would matter... tomorrow I'm going to the gym. ------------ I really wish I have the money to catch some bands live. Steefy is so lucky to catch some GREAT bands of all times like RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS (AHHH, MY FAVE!!), The Offspring (MINE TOO!), and other stuff. Have I mentioned to you that I'm starting to like dance music MORE? :) Nina Sky's Move Your Body is one of them that gets stuck in my head right now. So my boobs have decreased in size because I lost 4 pounds already. That really makes me quite happy :) 28 lbs more to go! :) (Yes, I am *that* big, I don't even have the guts to put down my real current weight now.. I tell you, bulimia and starvation really screwed me up.) I'm excited! And I miss cheese. 8:20 p.m. - 2004-09-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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