freakymandy's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- yay Naw.... I am not *that* big, guys. I am just much bigger than what I used to be and when you gained so much weight in such a short time, WITHOUT KNOWING WHAT MADE YOU GAIN IN THE FIRST PLACE, it is like living a nightmare. I am very sure my metabolism is not working well. But that doctor could not find anything that weird, so probably this is my second puberty which doesn't make sense because I work out EVERY DAY for about an hour each. I should be emaciated now if I were any normal teenager. But as usual, mother nature is so screwed... Whatever it is, I'm on Atkins now, and today is the second successful day and I know I can do this.. I am looking at this as a lifetime thing.. anything's better than gaining more weight. At least I feel satiated and satisfied with the food I eat and not craving for food anymore, really :) I am quite overjoyed and HAPPY!! Yes, I am quite happy! :) 8:34 p.m. - 2004-09-14 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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