Try staying awake for 30 hours straight just to solve some math homework.
When I knew I could actually copy from my classmates.
Stupidity, is what a portion of us call my action.
30 hours, and I end up only solving 9 out of the 19 questions stated on the paper. 9 questions solved in thirty hours.
Really, I want to be at least okay with Math. I don't want to plainly give up just because I couldn't solve some questions. I know I am not bad in it, although I've been been working my ass off to clinch a borderline C grade. Clearly, working my ass off is not good enough for me.
So yes, tomorrow that bastard PMSy math mentor is going to check our work....and I can picture her interrogating me why I could not solve ALL the questions.
What am I supposed to tell her? That I have spent 30 hours on them?! Nothing would sound more stupid than that. Others spent no more than 10 minutes copying solutions from their friends. But I would be laughed at, it's confirmed, if I reveal that truth that seems so far-fetched.
30 friggin hours for 9 sums. What in the world was I thinking?
My head feels so heavy, but my body seems to be fleeting, trying to find a balance. When I don't sleep well, somehow my eyes would twitch and my teeth would clatter on its own, it's freaking me out.
I'd better sleep.
8:18 p.m. - 2004-06-28
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