freakymandy's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Who cares, by the way? Have you been alone in your room before, and just wish that there's someone you can shag or do anything? Wait, wait, wait - I don't mean a dummy; that's spastic, but at certain lonely times... I can wish for such outrageous things. Like when I wish that a guy or a group of guys will fuck the hell out of me. *touches wood* I think I should change that to rough sex instead. Being raped is a little too tragic, but can get me hot down there. Fuck, why am I revealing all these? Glad that you don't fucking know the real me. Most of the time when I'm in my room, all I do is actually reading or surfing the net, reading about people's lives.. and it'll get funny if I came across a teenybopper or a heartbroken person.. I mean, I can consider myself as always being down or heartbroken, or riddled with problems, but reading people with problems like mine does get me laughing. Imagine reading a person who's struggling with her shitting problems and a guy with bloody ass. I'd be feeling 'awwwwwwwwww... high five, constipators.' Then I would gladly share with them my shitty woes... *sniff* my bloatedness... my poor shit stuck in between the depressed rectum and the bloody anus... CONFESSION: I am sadistic; I like reading about crimes.. murders.. etc. I don't want to deny anything, what's the use anyway? You CANNOT catch me, nanny nanny poo poo... (Speaking of poo... I'm depressed; my rectum is more depressed. I am facing the Great Depression on my own.) A girl will be most stupid when she's being ditched by a guy... I read alot about girls being cheated and etc... I know, because I was one before. Yes, laugh, laugh! I am laughing here myself; I was SO stupid for crying over that jerk. What can I say; I can be a jerk at times. AT TIMES. I did not feed my pet terrapin for two weeks and it died. I was remorseful, yet I flushed it down the toilet bowl. Maybe that was the real reason why I could not shit. Did I mentioned to anyone that I am superstitious and I believe in karma? So now you know. I fucking deserve everything. 5:31 p.m. - 2003-07-29 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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